My neice!!

  This is my niece at 15 months.  My sister stoped speaking to us all after falling out with my dad but after 5 years and baby Jessica was 3 months old she got in contact with us.  I think she just matured and realised you only get one dad.  I was unsure about meeting her but it was fine and we got on well. It's lke we never stop seeing eachother! :)

Horseriding. :)

   I have literally just got back from riding today.  It was good apart from the fact my canter is crap.  I'm a champ you see ;).  That being a metaphor of course.  But now my legs are achy and I stink like crazy; lucky I can't smell myself with this cold!  And here I am sat on my computer like all the Y generation do.  Too lazy to go get fresh.  Cooped up in my room on the wild and wonderful Internet.
  That is Saffy up there in the picture.  Now I've been on this pony for about 6 months now and it's getting boring.  But i have to be better to be on a horse. And yes that is a big pony but the horses are even bigger than this and I'm a pussy when it comes to things like that!  Like big rides scare me but once I've been on them a couple of times i feel comfortable.

Moaning!

 Okay so maybe the whole moaning about my life constantly keeps me in a negative mood.  So I have to keep positive to have a good day?  This should be easy!  Or hard!  I'm not saying I don't get anything or that I'm not appreciative of what I get I think it's just i moan about what I don't have or something that's happened. 
  Today was good for instance.  For some weird reason I feel great when It's windy or raining.  And it wakes me up in the morning giving me the fresh windswept feeling.  We've all had it right!?  But what was good about today was that in ICT we was having a laugh pretending to be those guys that ring you up trying to sell you things.  I find that hilarious and I'm always just like "My mum isn't here!!!!!!" or "Who actually are you?  Do i know you?"  Shouting down the phone at them.  That's my amusement any.  Also when I got home me and my brother chilled out in the garden together (partly because we both forgot our key to the house) but it was still nice to talk to my brother when we never talk.  I'm always out or tucked up in my bedroom and he's always on his Ps3 or computer.  We have a lot in common actually.  We both do fuck all!  OOOOoohhhh and then we have KFC for tea. Yum!

Positive thoughts!


                       Me and my brother.

Once your up!

 This is me just a few days old.  It's so weird looking at it thinking 'I was that small' and then well i grew up.  I'm 15 now doing my Gcse's and its crazy. At the moment I'm having a good time.  Nothing bads happening with my family and school seems to be a breeze.  It just seems that when all the little things that put pressure on me I seems to feel like my world going to blow up.  And i guess that's what I mean by life's a roller coaster.  It's like a relationship.  There are so many good times but there are also any arguments which upset you.  But that's life and that's why I wanted t start a blog.  One thing t get things off my chest that i might not want to tell close people but also to talk to other people who seem to have a "roller coaster life".